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06-06-2014
I have been gone through so many unfortunate trials and tribulations since the day of my birth.
Yet all the people around me were just too blessed to get what they want and what of mine,
even what they din't even pray for.
It's really tough for me to tell myself to accept our destiny.
Absurd.
Pathetic.
Ridiculous.
I will never be able to hold my happiness longer than they ought to be.
W.H.Y
W.H.Y
W.H.Y
W.H.Y
W.H.Y
I knew i should not asked this question
but SORRY my Lord
you will never know how i wish to wipe off all the blacks you had given me
you will never know how pain is my heart
you will never know how bitter is my soul
you will never know how i wish to cried out madly
Sometimes i just really could not bear it anymore
COULD YOU
just let me grab the happiness that i ever should own
.THAT. I. .EVER. .SHOULD. .OWN.