Ở Pathetic

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06-06-2014

I have been gone through so many unfortunate trials and tribulations since the day of my birth.

Yet all the people around me were just too blessed to get what they want and what of mine,

 even what they din't even pray for.

It's really tough for me to tell myself to accept our destiny.

Absurd.

Pathetic.

Ridiculous.

 I will never be able to hold my happiness longer than they ought to be. 

W.H.Y

W.H.Y

W.H.Y

W.H.Y

W.H.Y

I knew i should not asked this question

but SORRY my Lord

you will never know how i wish to wipe off all the blacks you had given me

you will never know how pain is my heart

you will never know how bitter is my soul

you will never know how i wish to cried out madly

Sometimes i just  really could not bear it anymore

COULD YOU

just let me grab the happiness that i ever should own

.THAT. I. .EVER. .SHOULD. .OWN.