Thursday, September 25, 2014

☼霉女冠军

雨蝶盛夏™ SteviaLaeyiaƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ雨蝶樂雅 at 6:53:00 PM 1 幸福留言
25-09-2014

无谓的等待,
是一种折磨。

一直到今天
除了我
剩下我
只有我
I never think of my fortune could be so 
.S.H.I.T.

Sunday, September 21, 2014

☼低潮

雨蝶盛夏™ SteviaLaeyiaƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ雨蝶樂雅 at 11:47:00 PM 0 幸福留言
20-09-2014


基督徒常常会犯的罪,就是悄悄审判,然后大声批评。
很多时候,我们并不知道对方发生了什么事,而选择做出某些决定或行为。
可是我们却用自己的角度来责备他。

你常常觉得你的眼睛看见的就是事实,但是你能确定那是真相吗?
有些人的确比较脆弱,那是因为他的背景和心灵状态都受过伤害。
而不是你们所说的需要大量的”被“关心“被”注意。

我想大家都有软弱低潮的时候,而且每个人自我康复振作的时间都不同,不能因为你比较快比较强而指责他人为何不可和你一样,这对他人不公平。

一个人在低落沮丧的时候需要的,是包容,关怀与安慰。
而不是指责,不是逼迫,不是鄙视。



*哥林多前書 13* 

愛是恆久忍耐,又是仁慈;
愛是不嫉妒;
愛是不自誇、不自大;
不做不合宜的事,不求自己的益處,
不輕易動怒,不計算人的惡,
不為不義歡喜,而與真理同樂;
凡事包容,凡事相信,
凡事盼望,凡事忍耐。

愛,
是永不止息。

Thursday, September 11, 2014

☼Testimony 11092014

雨蝶盛夏™ SteviaLaeyiaƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ雨蝶樂雅 at 11:47:00 PM 0 幸福留言
11-09-2014

Flooded with grievance for so long, and now finally exploded. 
I shouted to God crazily and tears flows down like a river.

Me         : My God, why all these unfortunate matters happened to me?!?! Why why why??? Do You know how desperate am i? Did You ever love me?! Why can’t You bless me like You blessed others?!

God       : My girl, how could I not love you? Am I not treating you nice enough?

Me         : What?!?! i didn’t get hostel AGAIN!!! I been trying for so long!! See what the place I stay now? I even didn’t have a proper bed to sleep!

God       : Not only you didn’t get hostel. Some of my childs facing the same problem, just you didn’t notice it. Unless you still have a tilam, unless it is still a tilam, ain’t?

Me         : I can’t bath properly! The bathroom is so dark and small! Lotsa filthiness inside!!!!!!!!!! I could not turn my body!! I could not wash my body clean!!! I am sucked!!!

God       : Do you know African can’t even bath once till they die?

Me         : I didn’t have a table to study, I didn’t have a chair to sit, I could not study properly!!!

God       : But I had given you a brain to study.

Me         : Here is so far to UMS!!! Waiting school bus is like waiting a gold drop from the sky!! Damn wasting my time!! I didn’t have a car go to school!!

God       : But I had given you a pair of legs.

Me         : Then WHY You given him a car? WHY You given her a hostel? WHY they were so enjoy? WHY they were so peace? WHY they were so rich?

God       : Because I have a plan for them.

Me         : I am dull. I am sad. I am lonely. I am hopeless. I am depressed. I am weak. I am tired…

God       : When you are broken hearted, I am close to you. As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart.

Me         : I have nothing… NOTHING!!!

God       : But you still have ME. I never leave you alone. I will neither forsake you nor abandon you. Now and always, I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. And I will take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.  Just be patience and grateful. Stand up and move on! I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. I love you, my girl. 

Tuesday, September 09, 2014

☼If You Were A Man

雨蝶盛夏™ SteviaLaeyiaƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ雨蝶樂雅 at 5:25:00 PM 0 幸福留言
09-09-2014

祂不允许我埋怨

他不允许我软弱

她不允许我哭泣

它不允许我选择

天上砸下了整片灾害

你们袖手旁观冷嘲热讽

问我为何不可像只小丑般洋装快乐
取悦你们

对不起,
我始终笑不出。

祂不会知道我多卑微

他不会知道我多孤独

她不会知道我多难受

它不会知道我多害怕

因为身处黑暗深满身刺疤的人
是我,
不是你。

☼Depressed

雨蝶盛夏™ SteviaLaeyiaƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ雨蝶樂雅 at 5:05:00 PM 0 幸福留言
08-09-2014

上帝祝福你现在的境况
不是因为你有多圣洁
而是因为
祂有多慈爱

主赐福你
得着好的伴侣住宿学业经济
不是为了让你心高气傲见高拜见低踩

而是为了藉着祂给你的福分
让你有能力去帮助正在受苦难与绝望的朋友

当你直高气昂地数落对方的时候
别忘了你也低潮过
别忘了
你也失落黑暗过

如果你是基督徒
那么你不该只是批评对方如此如此苦毒

而是应该给予她适当的安慰与关怀
让她哭泣之后还有力量擦干眼泪

上帝让我经历这次的苦难
让我一次看清了好多人

Saturday, September 06, 2014

☼I Need You Lord

雨蝶盛夏™ SteviaLaeyiaƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ雨蝶樂雅 at 2:19:00 AM 0 幸福留言
06-09-2014

还在期盼

不屑一顾的
施舍
与眷恋

别傻了
二十年
真的
够了吧


Only strength

can drift me further

So don't leave me alone my God

PLEASE


Need 

.L.O.V.E.


Wednesday, September 03, 2014

☼September

雨蝶盛夏™ SteviaLaeyiaƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ雨蝶樂雅 at 1:39:00 AM 0 幸福留言
02-09-2014

于是光阴
飘呀飘

于是我们
追呀追


把头发剪短了

很喜欢这种
轻松自在的感觉


终于我们
都到了一个全新的起跑点


让我来好好许个愿
祝福
爸爸妈妈
天天健康天天喜乐天天平安
衣食住行没烦恼
吃得饱来睡得好
早日信主早日得救
永远富足
永远幸福
祝福玮甜
尽快拿到宿舍
新学期的成绩理想顺利
越加爱主越加成熟
良善坚强
喜乐健康
祝福
所有爱我疼我的人们
愿天父满满的慈悲怜悯恩典福泽
大大浇灌你们的生命
天天年年
直至永永远远
哈里路亚
阿门



 

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